Nervous, Very Nervous
So yesterday I went for a follow up visit with my doctor after having consulted with a nutritionist about lowering my cholesterol by way of my diet Vs. going on meds. Things look good here, I'm headed in the right direction and with a few tweaks to my diet, I should have things back under control.

While I was visiting with him I happened to mention some discomfort I've been having for the last three weeks up under the lowest rib on my right side. It comes and goes at random and feel like my rib is pinching something. He felt around and is now sending me to get an ultrasound to see if I have gallstones. Freekin' Great. How did this happen? Maybe its nothing, I won't know until at least next Tuesday afternoon. I unfortunately have the sneaking suspicion that it IS something. Surgery will seriously mess up my cycling season (which BTW has got off to a great start).

I guess it's just wait and see......... 
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Posted by PunkAss at 1:21 PM

  Thursday
"Let the demons have their place....
If so it's angels you'll create..." 
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Posted by PunkAss at 8:45 AM

  SPaCe Madnessssssssssssss
"Oh my lovely ice cream bar. How I love to lick your creamy centre! I've had it ever since I was a little child. Everywhere I go, people always try to take it from me! Why won't they leave.. me.. ALOOONNNNNE!!!" 
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Posted by PunkAss at 9:44 AM

  It's Time
Much like Dr. Heimlich, I think the time has come for me to invent my own maneuver..... 
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Posted by PunkAss at 12:00 PM

  HELP!!
Is there something wrong with me? (admittedly a stupid question) I don't play office politics, I don't play "Cover my Ass" with an Email paper trail of every discussion, I take people at face value, I say what I feel, I have no career ambitions, I understand that a job is just a job and not the reason I was put on the Earth. Does that make me even more of a freek?

I just want to play my bass, write and ride my bike.

God I loath Corporate America. Get me the FUCK OUT OF HERE!! 
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Posted by PunkAss at 9:09 AM

  Wednesday
Bring back those good ol' days
Nothing feels right
Nothing ever goes my way
I threw my future away
Now I walk alone
Out here in the cold
Wandering astray
Where's my future?
I'm gonna need a home
You'd expect the same, now wouldn't you, wouldn't you?

Your journey back to birth its haunting you it's haunting you
Your departure from the earth, its haunting you, it's haunting you

Only those who accept will find that acceptance in return
When you've been trimmed down like hedges,and told just to sit, and wilt, and spit at each other from a distance
With constant resistance from you
Gonna need a home
You'd expect the same now wouldn't you, wouldn't you?

Your journey back to birth is haunting you, it's haunting you
Your departure from the earth is haunting you, it's haunting you

It's been ten years strong, thats much too long
It's time to do something good for my health
Time to do somethin' good for myself
It's been ten years strong, thats much too long
It's time to do something good for my health
Time to do somethin' good for myself
I've wasted all this time, I've wasted all this time

Your journey back to birth is haunting you, it's haunting you
You departure from the earth is haunting you, it's haunting you 
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Posted by PunkAss at 8:43 PM

  Tuesday
"When I doubt that I exist, I pinch myself. Even if our knowledge of the world and ourselves is illusionary, a "not-born" a non-become" exists. Without it we wouldn't exist. But we exist in a way that is at once relative (to the activity of our mind) and conditioned (by all the other existences)."  
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Posted by PunkAss at 5:04 PM

  Monday
"Feelings of anger, bitterness and hate are negative. If I kept those inside me, they would spoil my body and my health. They are of no use."  
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Posted by PunkAss at 4:34 PM

  It's the Friday
I've obviously got a motivational problem. This is painfully obvious. But from here on in I'm going to make a commitment to myself to post every weekday...No matter how little, no matter if no one is reading it. It's making the effort that in the end matters. Yes, it matters.

Here it is, your moment of Zen:

"A good mind, a good heart, warm feelings - these are the most important things."


Oh and most importantly... Happy Birthday to Sarah Michelle Gellar who turns 29 today!! 
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Posted by PunkAss at 8:58 AM